my day

My day was long. Fun. Eventful. Tiring. Hot. At times lonely. Ackward.

The first part of the day was spent shopping at the The Mall and sipping coffee with my parents at the ice cream store. This was good =)

Then Ben and I went to youth group where I got to see Alex, Maggie, and Yva after being parted for quite some time. This was also good =)
We sat in rows. Not good.
I didn't feel like I quite belonged. Also not good.

At 3:30 we went to help AIS unload the container. Container = good. It has all our books in it. Very good =)

It took forever and things got crazy.
Then it kinda hit me as I was standing there by myself...where do I belong? Sure, I know I had a bad day, tomorrow will be better (it always is), but still. That has always been the question of my life (or one of the many). Right now I am the only kid my age that I know of who is still here. The rest of the teachers are in their twenties which is good because it's not that many years apart and they're a fun group. Alot of kids (the younger ones) didn't come back this year so my salsa group diminished as well as the random events one. Life's confusing and not making sense and everything feels like its been twisted 10 different ways.

I keep praying that God will show me the right group of friends that I will click with. And He will provide, He always does...that's the only thing that gets me through, the fact that He always does =) His timing is just different than mine=)